Tuesday 11 November 2008

Popping the Cherry...

An apt title I think considering I've never blogged before!!

Anyway, I intend this page to hold my daily ramblings. I contemplated keeping a diary but thats soooooo 20th century hahaha. I did as a teenager and it is great looking back at them at the wise old age of 24 ;-)

I've got a lot going on in my life right now, which I can't talk too much about as I want to keep this pretty anonymous. So will ramble about anything and everything.

Today's ramble is about being lonely.....so I will don my walking boots......

I live with someone, great right? No parents, nothing. But nooooooo I seem to spend the majority of my time alone, as the person I live with is my ex! Thanks to this wonderful credit crunch we are unable to sell our house without making a loss. Sooooo I've decided to sign my half over to him, as I can't afford everything here by myself. I say decided, kinda pushed into it but we can't stay like this forever as I'll never get over him. I'm just kinda hanging on now til everything is signed and sealed (well I'm gonna make the most of it if I'm still paying to live here!).

Now, the thing that confuses me, is that rather than go back and live with my parents, I want to live on my own, in a nice little house. But right now I'm almost living alone and feel a bit lonely and sorry for myself. I just don't get it!

More importantly though, today is Rememberance day, and I felt quite cross due to the office not marking the 2 minutes silence. I had my own at 11.11am (not sure if it was quite the right time but I did it) but nobody else seemed to. Which was digusting. I appreciate this country has its faults at present, but those poor men who died for us during the 2 world wars, and those who give their lives in more modern conflicts deserve our respect. I know its something I could never do.

Right........now to press that "Publish" button, and see how it goes :)